When I first began my education journey to find out why my body had developed an autoimmune disease and why I was spontaneously healing, I never imagined in my wildest dreams that it would lead me in the direction that it did.
It was after I had already discovered and learned that it was years of chronic domestic abuse, mostly of the invisible kind, verbal, mental and emotional, mainly, that had caused the Systemic Lupus that my body had developed and was now healing from. Healing to the point I no longer tested positive for an autoimmune disease and my inflammatory markers were not showing excessive or even moderate inflammation. Through my research, I could not help but notice the commonalities that religion, spirituality and science all have when in comes to the quantum field (or whatever religion and spirituality refer to it as), and the field of quantum physics. Religion tells us we are spirits in a vessel, science tells us we are energy, frequency and vibration in this physical body and spirituality tells us that we are souls in a body/vessel as well. All pretty much saying the same thing just in their own “proprietary way”. Then I started thinking in terms of good and bad energies, then eventually I landed on GOOD VS. EVIL, the ongoing struggle that happens every day here in the 3D world, because of the abuser/victim dynamic I was caught in for about 30 years. It felt an awful lot like evil to me. Think about it, the abuser, typically will attempt to tear down the esteem and character, of their victim at the minimum and terrorize and murder them at worst and derive a sick pleasure from the suffering endured. They can also very easily walk away from all the damage they caused because there is little to no emotional connection to their victim (even when there should be). Sounds pretty evil. Why do they behave this way? Well many times it is because they have a thirst for power and control that they can never quite quench. Psychopaths, Sociopaths, Narcissists, all whom have a pathological need to get their way, use people to the point it ruins their victim’s lives in many ways and to many degrees. Again, sounds pretty evil. Their “monochromatic” vision sees a “rainbow” in certain people, empathy, compassion and depth, and they covet it all. They want to use that beautiful energy and vibe and transmute it to their own nasty, murky, twisted, self centered energy for shallow purposes.
The victim of abusers are typically non-threatening, less dominant, less powerful, desire peace and understanding, etc. Many times victims are small innocent children or women in abusive relationships that are physically inferior to their abuser. Often times these victims are beautiful souls who wouldn’t hurt anyone and it is those very qualities that abusers try to annihilate. It is easy to see the evil vs good dynamic here. Few can argue the existence of good and evil. This battle exists at the spiritual level and now we see how it manifests at the 3D level, through abuse, apathy and the like.
as well as the battles going on in the spiritual realm, which I believe is the quantum field. That intelligent all knowing energy that is manipulated. That “place” where everything is connected and there is oneness.
At the core of spirituality is “connectedness”, and is attained by purposeful and mindfully embodied practices such as, meditation, prayer, and rhythmic rituals. which all happen to require and involve a higher presence and observation. Such spiritual practices has also been positively correlated with feelin more “self-connected” and rooted, which in turn can increase a person’s levels of empathy, creativity, greater overall social effectiveness and self awareness. Increased self awareness leads to a greater sense of self, wellbeing and confidence. This further leads to building stronger relationships, communication and confidence in the decision making process in both those big moments as well as day to day decision making.